March 16, 2008

Air mata bergenang kembali...Al-Fatihah

Bln 3 ni dh masuk bln ke-5 arwah dh pergi...Allahyarham Mohd Harris bin Yunus aka Macha... tarikh 27/10/2007 ..satu tarikh yg aku xkan aku lupekan slame2nye.. die lah sahabat gelak ketawa,bermanja,mengadu,nasihat,sedih,marah,rindu...rasenye belum pernah sorang pon aku ade kwn lelaki mcm die ni...sangat2 lah terase kehilangan die...bile2 aku duk sensorang mcm skrg nih, aku sure akan teringat kat die..it's too hard to believe that he's gone 4eva... .... Aku stat kenal die mase form1(1A5) kat SEMESTI Perak dulu...same kelas sampai 3A5...mase tu die 3rd intake dlm kelas aku ...kirenye die masuk lg lmbt dr aku aa...asal dr terengganu..die tinggi lampai,kurus,muke campuran indian belah ayah kalo x silap...sb tu die dpt name macha..very good loking boy to me...in class he liked to joke around..very talkative and ramah..actually die ni la si pemberi name 'Peah' kat aku ni..melekat name tu smpai skrg..heheh.. ..... even thugh he wasn't good in studies but he sure was excellent in sports..especially his favorite hockey..die wakil skool sampai form 3..slalu jgk turun padang sokong die nie..hehe.. kami jgk couple dlm game mickey n minnie yg kitorang wat mase form 3..our nicks were 'romeo' and 'juliet'...haha...time tu kitorang dgn member lain slalu kasik kate2 semangat for PMR..since tu kitorang makin rapat...so kelakar at those times..die ni muke je matured tp hati die mcm bdk2 btul....hmm.. ..... after PMR die keluar skolah..pindah kt sklh rmh die...mase tu quite sad aa sbb die pergi mcm tu je..tp wlaupun die x sklh same lg,kekadang aku ade jgk kol die..tye2 khabar..dgr citer die ni quite famous kt skool bru die..siap dpt jadik ketua plajar kot kt sane..kire hebat jgk aa die ni..jadik pemimpin pelajar..hoho.. ..... then,aku bz dgn SPM..die pon same...so xde contact sgt aa mase tu...but after i got into AAJ somehow we got connected back throuh our hp..mase tu die kat KUITHO Batu Pahat..we'd met again mase die trun kl..gi midvel skali dgn Zubair...mase tu dh 2thn x jumpe die..he haven't change a lot..just terase die ni makin tinggi and tough..ahaha..but his character was just the same as b4..funny and talkative.. ..... but..that was the last time i saw him in my entire life...it's been 4 years since that last reunion...if only i knew it earlier,i could've spent longer quality time with him..if only i knew... ..... when i flew here..we're again had lost contact..until when i found his friendster page when i was in 2nd year here..i was sooo much happy when we got conected back..he was glad too... we chatted so much like we haven't met in 10 years..he called me juliet again...aaaa...so romantic la die ni..since i'm in japan die ni byk tye pasal drama2 baru kat sini..sbb die pon suke tgk drama jepon nih..seronok jgkaa layan die nih..die ni kat kolej pon jadik org penting.. bz je slalu..hoki pon still main lagi..die byk kali ckp die teringin wat master kat sini jgk selain uk..cita2 tinggi btul aa mamat nih.. ...... the last time i chatted with him was in raya ke-3 .. he wished selamat hari raye maaf zahir batin...mase tu die kat kg lg..chat x lame pon sbb die pon bz sket kt sane...tp kami sempat aa saling bermaafan.. tp sgt x sangke..rupenye ade maksud di sebalik semua tu..arwah sempat mintak maaf b4 die pergi... ...... aku dpt news pasal death die bile pagi pkul930 camtu sorang member kat ukbuzz kat ym...tye name penuh arwah...then bile aku bgtau kat die, die terus kasik link frenster sorang lg member sklh lame dulu...kat shoutout box die ade tulis pasal news tu..mase tuh terkejut sgt..terase mcm jantung terbehenti skejap...aku terjerit name die...menangis mcm org gila smpai bengkak mate...3hari asyik nanges je..yela..sbb die kwn dr kecik..baru je chat kelmarin..gelak2 same.. mmg x caye aa sbb die pergi secare tibe2...sudden death..hari tu mmg down sgt...terpakse cancel plan kluar dgn member sbb takut xleh tahan nanges lg...housemate die citer arwah meninggal sbb hyperactive heart...saat2 kematian die pon tragic..tp x nkla citer kat sini... ..... masetu jgk aku bru teringat yg aku belom sempat lg kasik hadiah t-shirt utk die..xsempat nk jumpe die kat mesia mase cuti summer lps..sedangkan die mmg dh ade kat shah alam dh ..tp aku tgh blk kg time tu..die pernah suh aku poskan je kat die..tp aku ngeliat xnk...sbb nkbg kat die by hand jgk..tp skrg sgt2 la menyesal sbb x poskan je kat die..sure die happy kalo dpt hadiah tu..hmm..nyesal x terhingga... ..... since he was gone,i've learned a lot from it...about friendship, forgiveness,love... aku tersedar blk yg setiap manusia tetap akn menemui ajal x kire usia muda atau tua... x kire sihat atau sakit..since he was gone, i appreciated more the meaning of friendship...like arwah..he'd always willing to help his friends ...willing to meet them no matter how far they were..walaupun die keluar skool mase form 3,tp die still ingat n rapat dgn member lame...and he got a chance to meet em in one of our friend's sister's wedding..he looked very happy ... if only i was there together with him...if only...if only... well,that's about it.. sori la klo citer ni membosankan..heh..just nk meluahkan perasaan sket... really miss u macha...(still rase sebak nih)..always pray for u..m.y.r.o.m.e.o....until we meet again...Al-Fatihah...

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